FeetWorship12

I'm 48, straight, masculine, divorced, sexually open-minded to the point where I now embrace and participate in what I've secretly fantasized about (and sort of accidentally dabbled in once or twice) ever since my cousin fondled my ass and fingered my asshole during a a family reunion in Texas. I'm talking about sex with guys. Bisexuality. Or, as some of us like to refer to it, "straight guys who secretly like dick"- (or male ass, or both).....we're kind of an unrepresented, as well as poorly-labeled, group. But that's no surprise considering the "secret" part. We don't want to be represented. We don't want lobbyist in Washington, and we certainly don't want any parades. Yes, we're all in the closet.....and we are STAYING there. We are an enormous group as well, as I have been surprised to learn, first hand, over the years. As just about every male, straight or otherwise, has, at some time during their lives (usually teens) fantasized about sex with other guys, it would seem that only a slightly smaller percentage have, at one time or another, dipped their toe, tried it out, gave it a whirl, taken a taste, sucked a dick.....and liked it. About that same percentage of guys are discreet, down-low (DL) secret, closet, extremely good concealers and protectors of their secret life, as straight guys who like sex with other guys.....and are practicing members of possibly the largest, most denied and least-known club on planet earth. Ain't gonna fall in love with a guy, still love sex with females the most. But to have NSA sex with a really hot female takes a lot more work than with a guy.....guys are different animals altogether.... we all want sex now. No frills, who hosts? Let's go.....
I was 12 and he was 22. All he did was sneak up behind me (we were sleeping on the floor at the foot of the bed of our more "privileged" cousins, meaning, the girls) both on our sides, facing the same way. He was almost spooning me, but our bodies weren't touching, and he just reached over and played with my smooth young ass a little.....
I say "played"....well, ok, he did more than just touch my butt. At one point, his hand ended up inside my pajama bottoms, and I felt his finger nestling down in my crack, and when the tip of his finger reached my asshole, he stopped and just touched it, rubbed it with the tip of his finger. I could feel the baby oil on it, and the more he gently moved the tip of his finger over my hole, the more I nervously liked it. He would teasingly push his lubed finger's tip right on my hole, almost in it, as if to see if I would protest him putting it inside me. I was so fascinated with how uniquely nice, and stimulating it was, as well as the utter boldness of this relative who was, basically, a stranger. So I didn't resist, I didn't protest. He took that silence as unspoken consent, I guess, and I was kinda shocked when I felt the length of his middle finger easily slip right into me. But though shocked, the sensation was overwhelming any instinct to put a stop to it, or to resist in any way. So, this stranger, this cousin, I had just met a few hours ago, was lying next to me, fingering my tight, young hole, no doubt astonished he had gotten this far without resistance. As he finger fucked me, no sound, but a light snore from across the bedroom, and our increased, but supressed breathing, could be heard, and I found myself moving my ass in rhythm with his middle finger slipping in and out of me, actually slightly pushing my butt into his finger as he pushed his finger into me! I had to admit, it excited me. I had already become, like any normal 12 year-old boy, well aquainted with pornography, jerking off, orgasms, as well as many new types of stimuli that could produce a hard-on, and an orgasm. I could have qualified for the Olympic Masturbation Team.
Anyhow, my Olympic hopes notwithstanding, this was my first actual, physical, participation in erotic behavior....sex....with another person. And as shocked, and nervous, and, yeah, violated, it made me feel...
.....none of that mattered. Though I couldn't explain it, being used like that, taken advantage of, sexually molested......was seriously fucking HOT. It was, sensual, it was erotic, it was risky......it was so sexy.....and I approved.
So I guess u could say that strarted the fantasies I would occassionally have for the next 30 years, and would, eventually, maybe inevitably, lead to discreet sex with guys. And I have since discovered there's an amazing amount of straight men who are like me. Almost always discreetly, secretly, on the DL - which means we're all cheating on our wives/girlfriends - but only because our lives/relationships would be turned upside down, if not ruined, by a society that isn't ready or willing to embrace, accept, or even toletate our secret life.
I also, IN A MAJOR WAY, for a long time, have had a "limited" foot fetish - mostly for female feet (limited in the fact I'm very picky in what feet turn me on, that I find attractive, and I'm not into dirty feet, toe jam, peed-on feet - although, attractive WET feet....wet with WATER....is extremely hot) but also......for MY OWN feet. So many sex partners were turned on by my feet, played with my feet during sex, worshipped my feet (especially while being fucked on my back in the missionary position. My legs spread, feet in the air, and a cute guy licking my feet and sucking my toes while he pumps himself into me, has got to be the sexiest, most stimulating thing I've ever experienced. I feel in my heart that my girlfriend would, idk, NOT LIKE IT AT ALL if she knew, so what I do is, I DON'T TELL HER. I wish she were capable of getting freaky, and she could join me in quenching this erotic thirst - I can't think of anything hotter than an MMF 3some , or an MFF 3some, but she has no freaky in her, so she's much happier not knowing - So now I seek out guys (hook ups) who are foot lovers. And without exception, if a guy has even the mildest of foot fetishes, he goes nuts over my feet. And that turns me on.
I appreciate my feet so much more now. I've always taken care of my feet, like I did every other part of my body. But now that I'm aware of how others might be turned on by them, I MYSELF have become a fan of them. Of my own feet! It sounds weird to say this, but it turns me on just to look at my bare feet! I admire them. They really are SEXY to me. It turns me on that I have really nice feet! I have realized, partly because I've been told so many times, that I have nearly flawless feet. Not being an egomaniac here, I just mean there are no......you know, none of the many things that make feet unattractive. Not gonna list 'em - don't want to inflict those images on you. You know what I mean. Some feet, more male than female, are just gross.
And, of course, "sexy" or "attractive" is entirely subjective, and maybe I'm deluded. But then, so are at least a third of all the males AND females I've had sex with in the last 10 years.
Bottom line is, so many people will, during sex, touch, rub, kiss, smell, lick, suck, penetrate - use for pleasure - EVERY INCH OF THEIR BODIES - EXCEPT their feet. Some, because the feet involved are not attractive, but many, just lhave hang-ups, SIMPLY BECAUSE THEY ARE FEET. 🤷‍♂️🤦🏻🤔
I'm happy that my "sexual inventory" includes my feet. No hang-ups or "off-limits" body parts. Every square inch of me is on the menu. lol
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Birthday
Jan 1, 1970 (Age: 54)
Location
Lafayette, LA

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